read and your vocabulary will grow exponentially

lets face it, im not a very "deep" person and i dont have a good vocabulary...i dont even know if i spelled that right. but when i hear other people pray, using all these big words and making it all fancy, it makes me feel like my turn for praying out loud is a bit...well...pee-uny (dunno how to spell it). im not saying that its bad to use big words or anything, but is it bad to keep it simple? or maybe its just im not used to praying aloud. sumtimes it feels like people say fancy things and use big words just to make it sound better or something. agen im not saying that just because i cant match up that its bad. but i think God doesnt care how fancy the prayer is or how kool the words are that you use, i think its what your heart feels and ur intentions are what matter. sumone can say "i pray for blah blah blah" then use sum nice vocabulary to emphasize or sumthing, and then i mite say "i pray for blah" and it could mean the same thing just because of how my heart is when i pray. or maybe im just jealous that other people have a better vocabulary and pray nicer sounding prayers than me, but i dont believe that to be the case. but sumtimes having such a beautifully sounding prayer that is lengthy could discourage people who arent so good at praying out loud or make them feel inferior. you may agree with me or not, or i may get some negative thoughts from you because this is an aspect i see, but well...its just what i think. im not bad mouthing the people who can pray outloud well, i dont feel like explaining it rite now actually just IM me and ask me

MISS YOU LEIGH ANNE ALREADY!!! the house is sooo empty!! 0.o
-Pol