wuts up? got back to kevins house from an awesome day. first we watched hancock which was alrite but "wanted" was still better. then we went to korean bbq. me, kevin, freddy, florence, and leigh anne. we went to a korean bbq buffet in flushing and its soo good. i love how you cook everything yourself at your table and its such an involved process to eat, you put it on the grill, turn it over, take it off b4 it gets burnt then eat it. usually korean bbq would cost 20$+ just for a couple strips, but here its a buffet and its good. i hope the others thought it was good also, some sed it was good or it was alrite, but i dont know if they were just saying that to make me feel better becuz it was my idea to go there. hopefully everyone had fun there. oh and i finally got to try soju. and its good! they say that i was drunk but i deny it, i was just really tipsy and all but i definately enjoyed myself today. i was disappointed that we didnt get to make it in time for fireworks tho becuz of the dam traffic...there wasnt even an accident or anything causing the traffic...we think it was just people driving too slow becuz they wanted to see the fireworks while they were driving..wut a bunch of noobs. i feel really bad tho that we didnt get to see them because sumone was really looking forward to it and decided to come...so im realllyyy sorry i dunno wut else to say besides im uber sorry about that. we also went to red mango, ive never been there b4 and wanted to try what it was. also ive never had yogurt b4 either. it was a bit sour-e but it was still good and out of all my toppings i liked the strawberry the best.

so onto a different topic...im old..so old that i mite even get married in the next 4 years. and no im not drunk while writting this lol. how crazie is that. not that i have a girlfriend but getting married by 25 seemed like the optimal age to get married. problem is finding a girl. all the gurls i like dont like me back, apart from my ex. other than that no one ever has that i know of. even the girl i like right now im pretty sure she doesnt like me back. i keep telling myself "wutever i dont care anymore, theres no point in liking if none of them will ever like u back". hah i tell myself that but i keep liking. now theres one thing thats troubling me, how do i know when its ok to ask a girl out? or if its appropriate...dont know how to spell...i wonder because ive never done it b4 lol, ive never asked a girl out or even been on a date actually. if i ask the gurl out, will the frendship be broken? or will it be alrite and just pass by, or will it actually happen and she'll give me a chance. i highly doubt the latter but who knows. sure i like someone rite now and im being as careful as i can becuz i dont wanna screw things up like i always do, ive never been so cautious (i think thats how u spell it) or so scared, but ive also never been such good frends with sumone i liked. so which is it? or i risk it or not? or if i wait to long maybe my oppertunity will be gone. im just afraid and ill accept that...i know im afraid, but can i overcome that fear? who knows...